I am a degree holder now but what did I learn?

-Abbhirami

It has been a long time since I posted here. All these months I was down with work and many things but I still remember that there is something more than what I am doing.

Everyone talks about the purpose of living but I don't really know whether those who have said that have structured their life as said. 

I am not here to give advice or rather complain about the things I have undergone but to tell you that there is something, more than an adventure. 

Having received my degree and awarded as the best outgoing student, I am pushed to think, what did I really learn? Not the studies I am talking about but the life skills and so many.

In the very short span of our living we are bound to too much commitments outside leaving us to forget what one has to commit to herself or his. I aint talking philosophy, I am trying to let you understand that time pushes and waits for no man. I want nobody to regret. The hitting reality is really so "hitting" that we are consumed by the bruises it makes. 

The phase of life which really molds us is the college times. You learn, you unlearn and it is a repetitive process. I did learn skills and I am happy that I played as a thinker.

My individual sentences may sound with no cognition but take them and chain them with things that you are already going through to let you know what I am trying to say. I aint giving you dots this time but this time with sentences which will make real sense when you bring "your" thread to connect them.My transition period as woman has made me understood that many of  the answers that I have derived was my own and I can very well say that I did not copy. Being a thinker is sometimes overindulging and you end up with too many questions that eat your brain when is not channelised. 

As always my nighttime went more pensive and I did contemplate about my life, existence and how is ones destiny, designed. This may sound ordinary to few but always remember the depth of thinking is where it differs.

I do have infinite definitions that might sound odd and skeptical to many but the essence it comes with is the same and you know that already. The pain and the pleasure that we talk about does nothing to the body but the mind is eaten and the body stands as a projection of the emotions.

All that I am learning is no matter whatever happens it is always you for you and count on the self confidence that you have and say "Life is truly beautiful".